That girl who you call cold and heartless

That girl who seems to not care at all about anything

That girl who you cant understand bc she doesn’t react

That girl you cant read bc shes hallow

Ya her that girl the one you claim you want and try to figure out

She once was so easy to figure out and so easy to read, she was so open and emotional to emotional, so emotional she would become unpredictable bc she was emotionally driven in everything she did,  she felt everything so much so strong that she could not control her emotions untill she met her match and had to learn to control them or let them go to prove she was more then the things he called her when they fought. She found out she cant control them if she feels it she has to react to it so the only other option was to stop them but she couldn’t and he tried but she was a fighter and he couldn’t stop them either so they stayed together angry fighting for yrs until she one day was pushed to far and was going ot make sure it was to never happen again but passing her sons room she was brought back to the reality of what she will be leaving fo*r family to deal with if she went threw with her urge and the only way she could be sure to not go there and not cross those lines is to stop caring about him and his opinion but the problem is only way to do that and it be effective is you gotta quit caring what everyone thinks and feels and you cant care about anyone not even yourself. That’s what she chose to do is shut her self off from the world she isolated and was already basically separated from her friends and family by him now she decided to cut off his people too bc it was safest for her then one day years down the road, 3 to be exact since shes been with that man longer since she wanted him and she still cant feel now after forcing herself to stop caring for so long she felt once after him and he did her so wrong and bad shes even worse now bc she didn’t understand love like she should have but she was emotionally stunted and now shes even less likely to find someone she will let in again bc she keeps letting in the ones who do the most har