like what in the actual fuck am im doing with my life i cant keep up with my dr appointments i cant keep up with moving from one place to another and stay on top of my meds and my schedule like it should not be that hard but for some reason for me it is…. changes trigger my seizures and my schizophrenia both, so even medicated with my shot i am still having isssues with my shit like hearing shit that aint there and seeing shadows as well as the just all around feeling trapped to my room from feeling judged and talked about or watched by everyone even when i know its in my head but then i dont know for sure its in my head im finally almost all moved in up here at my moms house from my gmas and im hoping that itll level out now like soon bc i cant take much more of this shit it fucking sucks being like this and not having control at all like really sucks i just want to be able to function on a normal level.
i am failing at life
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im just your everyday weird kid grown up i was always different and never made since sure as fuck did not fit in or ran with the popular crew... i was more of the jock who ran with the kids who either went to juvie or smoked pot but i didnt bc i had to pass tests for sports and ill be honest i was terrified of my dad who never even really got on to me but i always had this odd respect but fear of seeing him truly mad bc i was a alot as a child and it made him patient. now im grown with my own kid and still the exact same as back then just a little wiser and way less fucks to give View all posts by Tara-len Davis
a spin on schizophrenia from one schizophrenic 